Christmas month :D | 15.12.2025

Heeeyyyy everyone, sorry for no updates in a while. A month passed since I did anything here, so here I am! I'm feeling much better than a month ago, things calmed down.

The month so far is really amazing, I went to an anime convention which was my first convention I ever went to, it was really amazing interacting with people there. I bought myself 2 pins, ralsei smoking a blunt keychain and an SCP patch, have I ever mentioned how much I like the SCP universe?

So, in terms of music. SHIT. SUCKSSS. I can't seem to make anything good, everything seems empty, basic and uninteresting. I feel like I don't have enough samples for the type of genre I'm trying to work with. Very rarely I can make something that sounds somewhat fine, but then I don't know what to add to it to expand it, or sometimes it just sounds off, like it just doesn't sound right.

Not sure what else to say, oh wait, I'm really close to getting dead god in the binding of isaac, like 14 achievements away from 100% the game. I will continue playing for a while though, I will be playing with modded characters.

Hm... so... the fnaf 2 movie, huh? That was something. If you rate it like any other movie then yeah it's a piece of garbage, but in the eyes of fans? Amazing, the fanservice really shines here.

Another thing I actually was thinking about today, my goal in appearance is to be gender ambiguous, and I just was thinking about some random stuff until I linked it to the topic of names and I thought to myself "Wouldn't it be cool to have a different name that would neither be male or female?", it would be pretty cool and would fit my goal, right? Currently I'm looking like a guy, but hopefuly I can get to be more gender neutral sometime soon, thought it will be really hard. The name that spoke to me was "Noelle" or "Noel", "Nell" for short, either way, I really wished I could be named that, but the whole process of family and friends, legal shit, not worth the pain in the ass currently, but it is a possibility in the future.

Uhhh, so yeah, thanks for reading and stuff, I really appreciate it. Goodbye for now, have a good one!