The flies are long decomposed

Insert title idk | 08.05.2026

Hello my [quirky way to call my readers]! Recently I'm feeling quite alright, spring came, but it's already starting to get a bit too hot for my comfort at times, summer will be a pain in the ass, but whatever.

Before you start stabbing me with a knife sharpened to perfection, no, I did NOT forget about me having a website this time, I was really busy, for real this time with like actual work. So that's why it took longer for an update to come, sorry! But also it's not like someone is forcing me to maintain this website and post blogs. I have a bunch of stuff to share that I did in that time.

Some time ago I got my hands on a cassette player called Unitra B303, it looks really nice, it's a bit big and the quality of recording and playback is okay, something you would expect by this old piece of hardware. It came broken, I thought it would be a simple repair, at first I thought it's just the old belt, but oh how wrong I was, it took so long to fix it and finally I managed to get it to work with the help of my father. A bunch of repairs of different things and a cleanup, now I got a cassette player! I bought a DIN to coaxial and a coaxial to 2.5mm jack so I can connect it to basically anything now, even to my pc or phone which lets me record onto the cassette or record the casette to sample it or something, my favourite cassette I got is some italian mix that got some nice songs, I also want to make my own mixtape, I will get to that soon.

I'm planning on making an album with side A and side B that I will put on a cassette. Problem is music production isn't easy for me, not only because I have other shit to do or I prefer doing something else, I'm also just ass at making music. A whole ass album A and album B would take sooooo long, I made an album before between my friends that had 12 tracks, 3 of them being skits, it took me about a year with many long breaks to finish and I used beats off of youtube, so making my own would pretty much suck. I'm hoping I can get better at making music and that I can find my own unique style. If the album ever comes out and I put it on that cassette, I doubt I will be able to sell it, maybe? I dunno, maybe it could be a limited stock item, I obviously never sold anything like this so I don't know how the process looks exactly.

I've listened to the music I have released so far, it's not bad honestly, better than what I remember (except for the hook of my_shoulders_hurt.wav, the crazy drums really have no build up, but my brother says it's alright). I tried to create some lyrics for the next music release, yeah it's not that easy, I do have experience (atleast in Polish), I just need to find the right beat and find a day to sit down and think of them (i just hope i don't release something cringe thinking it sounds good).

I also am on linux mint now, fuck microslop and every other corpo pricks that ruined the internet, I'm nostalgic about a lot of stuff I haven't even experienced, but that doesn't mean the old stuff wasn't better. I would love to find some kind of active forum/imageboard where I could talk with people with my interests, I don't know, maybe there is something like that, I know for a fact I will stay far away from 4chan (not that I have anything against that website, people there did a lot of good, I just feel it's not for me), but these days social media completely took over what we had, or should I say you had? They had? I didn't use any of that, as a kid who grew up on windows 7 I just played games, worked on personal projects and did school work, I wasn't engaged much with the public, mostly because I wasn't aware of these parts of the internet and because I was a socialy anxious wreck, not that I stopped being that, but I improved dramaticaly from back then.

Let me think, is there anything I could mention? Obviously some stuff changed on the home page again, I don't think I have to mention that, it's quite easy to notice if you scroll a bit further down. I also, well, why bother, I already have a changelog on the home page you can read if you want to know what's new.

Yeah, also music, when will I release something new? Shit, It's already out, check it out on the dedicated page. I finally released something that was sitting in my projects folder for god knows how long, the reason it took so long was because I wanted to add some lyrics so it wouldn't feel too bland, also my first song with lyrics would be cool, but the beat isn't quite my cup of tea for lyric making, I'm bad at singing, I feel more comfortable closer to rap. I didn't feel like making a proper cover art so it's whatever.

Also remember when I said I will try to be more active on social media? Lmao yeah I posted like two things on bluesky and that's it, but I really appreciate the activity I got under my Dr. Kel post, It was a nice change of pace to get something more than 12 views on youtube. If you wanna talk with me go ahead and contact me via which ever platform I'm on, I will be happy to talk with randoms for once, just don't expect to make a friend, I got enough of these :P

Thanks for reading this post and see you in the next one, ta-ta!